Among the men I encountered,this one is unexpected. I was attending a seminar workshop when I met one of the bosses in my division who at the same time was our speaker. I really never paid attention to him at first. Among the bosses in my division he was the youngest by looks but a lot older than me. After his talk he accidentally came to my table and thats the time we started a friendly conversation. He was easy to talk with. We were talking about bars and discoteque when he throw up a joke of inviting me that night togethr with his collegue of course I didnt take it seriously for he was my boss and people in our division really are suckers.I dont want to give them reasons to suck me up with intrigues. I thought he went home after we talked but he didnt. I went to the hotel's bar and surprisingly saw him there with my another boss. They invited me to their table and we conversed. I dont know if he was just drunk but he told me his life story. That night I saw the real him. I dont know what happened but the next day I was excited to see him. But then,I was pissed off by the intervening looks from my fellow participants so there was really no chance to converse.There is something in his eyes that makes me marvel and interested. Damn! He is my boss!He is far from the other guys i've met, guys of my age. But I am at ease with his company.I dont know but it really frustrates me to have this unexplained feeling right now.I really dont know what it is but one thing is for sure I like talking to him,he makes me feel nice about everything. I like looking at his eyes because I see someone so real.It sucks cause I cant even talk to him as much as I wanted to because of the intimidating faces around me.And today was the last day of the seminar and I hate it. There was no goodbye but I dont know when to see him again.Earlier,he was trying to start a conversation but I never give it a chance to stay long because of the fucking ears and eyes that was closely on us.Surely they'll be feasting on our age gap,on our work relationship and issues between us.I dont intend to create a story of "YOU AND ME AGAINST THE WORLD" because I dont know if I can fight for it. But secretly deep down I was hoping he also feels the coonection.